Today in the News: A Long & Winding Road: Depression
This entry is a bit of a personal entry for me because the topic took place toward me. Stress and Depression can and does hit a person at anytime and with any occurrence no matter how big or how small depression can be triggered. So how do you beat it?
After losing a job due to the business closing I fell ill with a brain/eye tumor which was discovered when I suffered a T.I.A. Aka Stroke-light. At that time I was also on a serious weight gain after another upset in life that caused me to try and commit once by running into a train and missing then by eating to attempt suffering from a heart attack due to unhealthy weight.
I needed more than what I had in my life to try and keep the depression under control when it became apparent a heart attack was too not going to work so I started watching a truly interactive News Show first on weekends then weekdays. I finally found a reason to laugh daily with this show. I then started to meet some of the cast whether it be from a GI Joe show I was involved in, cancer walks, running into one at the post office and then friendships also developed by me coming involved and my public praise for the show and it's cast via Facebook & later twitter. I started following the cast so that I could see things coming up on the show and or personal lives if it was made public by them much like Others on
Twitter/Facebook then my favorite show had a spin off with its own movie show and I became actively involved by assisting in promoting the show under the blessing of the host then started doing the same for the news program on the weekend and select topics during the week.
Let me get 1 thing clear, I WOULD NEVER SPEAK BADLY OF THESE TWO SHOWS OR IT'S CAST because of the daily motivations they give me to work hard, get better and enjoy life and hope the depression levels do not send me down to the areas I've been. For the 3rd time in my history of watching these 2 shows, those levels have been tested again. First by a producer, then anchor and now a reporter/anchor by blocking me on twitter. I know this is small and should not bother me but I've never would say or do anything intentionally to upset them or anyone enough to block me. If I have I deeply whole heartily apologize for my actions and words. I just don't understand why me? I'm sadden today but not at the level of depression I once was in my life and for the record I will continue watching and getting the word out on both these 2 shows for as long as possible. I will not give up my fight and lose to depression. Motivation is just getting stronger today it took a virtual shot to the face and stomach knocking me down but I'll get back up again. Just which I knew why.
This entry is a bit of a personal entry for me because the topic took place toward me. Stress and Depression can and does hit a person at anytime and with any occurrence no matter how big or how small depression can be triggered. So how do you beat it?
After losing a job due to the business closing I fell ill with a brain/eye tumor which was discovered when I suffered a T.I.A. Aka Stroke-light. At that time I was also on a serious weight gain after another upset in life that caused me to try and commit once by running into a train and missing then by eating to attempt suffering from a heart attack due to unhealthy weight.
I needed more than what I had in my life to try and keep the depression under control when it became apparent a heart attack was too not going to work so I started watching a truly interactive News Show first on weekends then weekdays. I finally found a reason to laugh daily with this show. I then started to meet some of the cast whether it be from a GI Joe show I was involved in, cancer walks, running into one at the post office and then friendships also developed by me coming involved and my public praise for the show and it's cast via Facebook & later twitter. I started following the cast so that I could see things coming up on the show and or personal lives if it was made public by them much like Others on
Twitter/Facebook then my favorite show had a spin off with its own movie show and I became actively involved by assisting in promoting the show under the blessing of the host then started doing the same for the news program on the weekend and select topics during the week.
Let me get 1 thing clear, I WOULD NEVER SPEAK BADLY OF THESE TWO SHOWS OR IT'S CAST because of the daily motivations they give me to work hard, get better and enjoy life and hope the depression levels do not send me down to the areas I've been. For the 3rd time in my history of watching these 2 shows, those levels have been tested again. First by a producer, then anchor and now a reporter/anchor by blocking me on twitter. I know this is small and should not bother me but I've never would say or do anything intentionally to upset them or anyone enough to block me. If I have I deeply whole heartily apologize for my actions and words. I just don't understand why me? I'm sadden today but not at the level of depression I once was in my life and for the record I will continue watching and getting the word out on both these 2 shows for as long as possible. I will not give up my fight and lose to depression. Motivation is just getting stronger today it took a virtual shot to the face and stomach knocking me down but I'll get back up again. Just which I knew why.
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